You, Me and Me – The Psychosis of My Mind

I am a woman. I make mistakes. I guard my heart. I fail.

I need you to know this. I need you to understand this about me. Sometimes I get caught up in my head trying to figure out my life or situations without just existing in the moment.

I am a woman.

We do this.

When I think of all the lessons learned and time spent on situations that didn’t yield tangible results I start obsessing about the bottom line. The bottom line of my heart. I don’t want a relationship built on purely analytics, but there is something comforting in knowing that there is a risk analysis that’s been done and you and I are good.

I like that you know me. That you see me. That you create a space whereby I can be me and you still find that me…that oddly weird girl…beautiful.

I promise that I will.

I will walk this road.

Slowly.

I will trust in the process.

I will take it one day at a time.

I will breathe.

I will not try to control that which is out of my control.

That I will live in the moment.