What happens in the aftermath of a relationship tarnished by truths? Can it survive? If you break away from the things that cause uneasiness in your spirit and then realize that you can’t breathe.
That what you thought was making you sick was just your heart? Your heart yearning for that person’s words and touch. Do you continue to endure the pain? Is it fear? Is it love?
Hell, you don’t know.
You live a controlled life where everything must be in order. This situation is chaos. You can’t stand chaos. You like structure. Love is sometimes unstructured. But, this is not love. This is hope.
Hope fills you with want and possibilities. Hope is a yearning that everything is going to be alright. Hope or faith? Do you have faith that it will work according to His will or do you hope that He will ease your restless spirit?
In this new world where our souls have been severed, I have faith that God will sustain the pain. I’m human. I’m prone to make mistakes. I can’t say at this point that you weren’t one of them.